WRITING DATE; 11/29/2025 some writing since im struggling to code and bored of it rn, better than not trying at all though! CHILDHOOD. I remember being born, not explicitly but i remember everything being dark and suddenly being hit with an incredibly bright light. i dont remember anyything past that point. GAINING A CONSCIENCE; My first time ever thinking was waking up in a crib, late at night i presume. Sprout was playing on the tv and i stood there watching it for what felt like forever, i found it incredibly boring to a frustrating degree and zoned out deliberately until the sand drawing parts. Those were my favorites. I think i wanted to make my own. WALKING. when i was old enough I went outside with my grandmother (fathers side) and she explained to me what mint was and let me try a leaf. It tasted strong but i liked it and its been one of my favorite things since. UNDERSTOOD. went to the store with my grandmother (mothers side) and sat in the cart, as she pushed me i saw a LPS plushie (moonlight fairy-purple) and pointed to it, she put it in my hands and i took it home. DISAPOINTMENT 1. My tia (mothers older sister) took me to the zoo, i saw a stuffed manatee or whale, (i cant remember) i pointed to it and was dragged away and told no, i cried the rest of the day.